I am retracting my Apology for my aparent cheating. I tried working with the community to play with you properly. I played clean for many years, then people started saying I used autoshoot and wallhack, I then got pissed and left PHC as well as the whole E+ community, If you recall, I didnt come back for a long time. I then grew to miss the actual game, I really did miss it, its fun. So I tucked my balls in and let the accusations stand and went along with being called a cheater, only in hopes to be forgiven to play again, ok so that happened, I got to play again. Now heres the thing, I never actually cheated, but I lied just to play again, so I guess I am guilty there. I have now been accused again, and I wasnt even playing to max potential. Heres my conclusion to the E+ justice of the community.

E+ Community is run by a few top clan leaders, who distribute power to those who brown nose hard enough. I'm not going to point fingers, or turn this around, but because I live in canada, I have no true way of defending myself. Your probably guessing right, If I was in europe, I would in fact ask to meet many of you who accuse me, because europe is so much smaller for traveling. Not only that, if I had a ping under 200 to the only servers populated in Excessive plus, I would have been banned no questions asked even faster due to me actually being able to play without connection interuption every few seconds. I'm done with asking forgiveness for a crime I never committed, alot of people will never believe me, and thats fine, I've been playing Quake live a ton lately, you cant hack quake live unless your a coder. So I might still play the odd game, but I am already prepared for mistress to throw a hammer as she's a shitty person to begin with, yeah I'll call her out because I talked to her numerous times, extremely politely, and she seemed to have more arrogance about her than a blonde twink serving soup in a homeless shelter. Also I expect skull and beast to say "Once a cheater, always a cheater" Because they think they caught me way back when. As for terror, your probably just going to say, "Oh I didnt even know it was you, I just saw hacks" I saw hacks when I played lakerman, but aparently he's clean, people saw hacks with xfactor, but aparently he's clean, what did they do? Pay you off? I dont work that way, sorry. If anyone wants to talk, just email me, I'll gladly talk to you, theres no point being crude to me. thecolourblack@hotmail.com I'm all yours.

People took the time to post replys, isnt that sweet. I loved that video BTW, I've been showing friends on facebook how rad quake3 used to be. I could probably make an even better video with the demos I have of myself, I demo myself often and rewatch it to analyze my anticipation, I do that in qlive alot too, seems to help, except I cant get anyone there to call me a cheater, so weird. I will still be playing q3 single player only, I did for about 3 hours today. Anyone wanting a fair match, just email me, I'll play anyone on q3, but I'll host the server. I'm loving instagib on qlive, I'm also loving silkroad again, I have a soft spot for mmorpg's. I'm also playing enemy territory to try to keep my aiming going, but its hard with such shitty feeling gameplay, I dont know what it is, but enemy territory feels like garbage even though its the q3 engine supposedly.

And dont go, "Oh I knew it, he's not gone, he's just being dramatic" Actually, I get emails saying theres been fresh comments, so if you bitches read it, I'll feed you more, your seriously not going to see me out of the blue on a server, if you do, its a fakenicker. But, on another note, I'm not feeding you bullshit, nor have I ever. My girlfriend really died last year in a car accident that I was a passenger in, I tried to not let it affect my game life, even though people asked me if I was heartless to seem too "over her" already. I never have been, but thats my personal life, so whatever. I did fracture game wrist in that accident, and I did smash it two months ago, but it was lucky and no fracture. If anyone has any other "fairy lies" they want cleared up, shoot. I've given my side of everything here for you to read. I'm not going to be nasty to anyone, terror, I have no grudge with you, you saw what you saw, with my aparent history it makes sense to do what you did. You probably just didnt realized how I'd take it. I worked my ass off clicking little friggin guys on a screen, and ended up with people saying I was too good to be true, when in fact I was no better than the average good player, and no where near the "best" players. I kind of came from nowhere, got some sort of accusations before I even knew about the community or had downloaded E+ properly. I then picked up the config to a certain extent, understood how it was played, and used what I already knew which was instaunlagged unfortunately. I should have chose rocketarena way back when, then I'd be getting called a rocket cheater right? I still have some pretty amazing rocket shots on demo, I wish I knew how to compile them into a video, but everyone is far too hostile for me to ask personally.