I fucking hate to do this. I really do. But this isn't really a matter of choice, it's a matter of life happening, coming at me full-force, and there are no other options. I have to go inactive again after only being back a few months. There are too many financial and personal factors in this for me to begin to go into it.

However...

When I can return to E+ again (or move to a new mod if that's how things turn out!) it is this clan I wish to return to. If shit happens and the clan closes in the time I'm gone, I will be disappointed and let down. But at least I'll be able to share the few memories I've made gaming and chatting with you all the last few weeks. It's only been that long, a few weeks, but so many hours with as sleepless as I was for a while. Wow.

Apache - Thanks to your unique style I pressed myself to improve so much aim and movement strategy in a very short time. And it worked. Don't stop playing bass... and disregard what I said about your mum.

TorZ - Only got a few games with you, but each time around was the same as a few years back, man, I always want to play better when you're around because of how much you rock. And don't stop playing that damn guitar.

Epy - Didn't get many games with you at all But you brightened the chat every time you stopped by and I'll miss getting more games with you, man.

Digit - I didn't know what to expect from you because you started playing right before I quit, but man, you're an awesome friend and I'm glad to have met up with you here. And hope to continue ANK with you once I sort my shit.

Mako - Z kim się zadajesz, takim się stajesz As when playing with Torz especially I always tried to play better around you. Like him you're a great player without that godawful E+ Ego (TM) and I hope to continue our friendship on the other side of this crap I'm going through.

Base - Dammit, our Defrag moves are too sexy. I hope you'll be around to practise with when I come back. Ah, and practice my German!

Nine - You are so serious. I don't even know what to say. But I'm glad to have given you peace of mind when we discussed that one thing... look forward to seeing you again, bro.

Froggy - Gaming with you has always been a pleasure, and conversing likewise. I'll miss your optimism and humor but hope to see them again in the near future.

Zack - Dude. This shit sucks. But hopefully when I come back we'll be able to get on TS, crack a few cold ones open and make fun of Shady. And Digit. Lulz will be had once again.

Trance - I can't thank you enough for helping to make this short return to E+ so worthwhile and fun. I'm glad you hopped on board for the FFT and that we learned so much from you. Whatever changes with E+ - even if we move to a new mod - I'll hope to frag and chat with you again real soon, man.

To the other guys who are IA and I never got to game with, I wish I had. Shady knows how to set up a killer team, but above all else he brings worthy people together to interact socially and have a great time. Whatever would happen with us in games, we can always be friends outside of the games and that's what really rocks about this clan.

So Shady, reserve my spot here in ANK please. You guys are like extended family to me And finally, Lish, you'll probably hear from me before E+ does... you'll get the whole story, we will lament it together, and then laugh about it. In retrospect. Cause that's what we always do. And Mad, don't be angry I didn't list you in my thingy... cause you're my bro too, and I look forward to talking and gaming with you too

If I get a chance to I'll sign on IRC this evening/tonight to talk with you some before I have to go. Can't promise anything, but I hope I get to. Thanks for the great games, guys. Hope to return soon.

Necro | Matthew