hey beazt, this is ur first "public" post from you which touched me, but hey, i was never here to make selfish actions and i "generally" dont care what people talk about me, just because i am who i am. I am not that guy who is small because others want that i am small, this is my basic rule in reallife and it worked pretty good until today and i guess also in future.

But u know, constant drippint eroding stone. But at me, there is no stone left.

Just for example all servers ending for example on .102 are crashing all the time. Nobody was able to help me, until we found "today" out, that the hdd is defect, sure we will get a new one, and 2SwarNtrain will not crash after new hdd again. But u can guess, how i felt when people had a war on this server and i was not able to keep it constant fluent. I felt like a bad person, even if it was not my fault.

But what i mainly mean is, i worked with others on a config for all, since someone was at this "special" time not able to do it. Everybody (or at least nearly everybody) was happy they had a solution (until this someone would have had time to fit the bro.cfg) that there was a config, which did not allow to fire 16 weapons in 1 second. If this someone wouldnt have blamed me for that all over the way, there wouldnt be any plus.cfg nowadays. But for sure a other config instead of it.

I am just tyred to victim my own for others in generell in here, i will be just go on for people who are important to me, like "everyone" in 2!S, and every newbie who shows up and cross my way.

Personally i feel like "smelling shit" here, far away of beeing good, what basicallly was my intention. But this place is "kind of" rotten and i have not earned this treatment in generell to be called thief.

For sure, i had some hard communication with the one or other here. Mainly with mullder in past, but it is not my fault that "he left", it is his fault. The only guy who I DID wrong was imo DA-Base, he left truly the community because of me, because i made him responsible for something he did not do. This is the only mistake i feel realy sad nowadays. But meanwhile he joined a few times back and was back in action. Without i ever said sorry, so, base, if u read this, i am sorry!

And all the rest of community who is not able to use its brain, or even to read rules, or even to read the rules, before u accept to join this forum, FUCK U.

Hopefully "final greets" of me
(i really hope term finds a way to move me away from public forums, because, I, myself, I am to weak to stand it anymore).