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Hi Rick. It is a very big surprise to me, but I understand perfectly. I am thinking to leave quake as well, and I thought of the benefits it would bring me. It distracted me for so much time... There are though some things in my life at the moment that must be done, in order to quit quake for good. I respect this decision, though we never got to play too much and to know each other better. You underlined something truly vital in a depresion case: it's important to change something in your life, diversity is the key. I had a 3 year depresion as well and I nearly died from it... I almost died 2 times after that, as a result of it and mainly because of my idiotic parents. I always felt about quake 3 something bad... something evil... something lifeless. Laugh who of you read this, but this is how I feel. Life, those precious childhood emotions, then those high-school cherished moments, the way we felt the world at that age, all of those dreams and emotions I struggled all these years to preserve them, and mainly I succeeded. But quake wasn't of any help. It's everything that's real life related, that makes you feeel you are alive. So quitting massive gaming and pc time is the step to feel young again and truly happy. God bless you Rick, may you find happiness and live fulfilled!
gl man
nicely put together para!
hmm... :(
Bad news for me, since I always enjoed playing against you and chatting. And I wanna say that I understand completely how it is - about having a hard time to play a bit...that usually turns into "one more, one more....oh, I love this map, after that maybe one more" or not...but hours pass by "quickly" just like that.
All what you wrote makes sense to me and I can say its same story with me, except depression part...and drugs too ...you know what I mean by this.
Good luck with your choices, hope that it all works out for you.
Take care!
GG
Nah I won't say Goodbye to U, cause anyway I will write U in msn my stupid thoughts and ideas
And I understand U cause I am trying to leave q3 also (I removed it 2-3 weeks ago). U are depressive cause of it and I am too aggressive (now I am watching anime and I am so kind ^_^). So see U in msn and I hope once in real life, Rixohuha
Ich wünsch Dir alles Gute und daß du den Turnaround hinkriegst.
War ne gute Zeit mit Dir.
bb
gl in rl rixo
im sure we will see us in msn
awwww rixo, schade das zu hören!
Aber ich kann das verstehen, zurzeit komm ich auch immer mehr von q3 weg.
Wünsch dir viel Spaß bei deiner Weltreise und hoffe, dass man dich hin und wieder noch bei MSN sieht. ROCK THE WORLD rixo m8
No shit rixo, stay with us and play sometimes Or do like me, sometimes on public and all fws/cws.
man i tried already (a few times) but it was impossible. for me success always lied in consistence, ill have to stick to that.
beast, yes, ur one of the most friendly persons i met on quake, like a lot of croatians btw^^
para, if i understood u right, u are right, u cant just change parts of your life and hope they grow onto you, you first need a strong basis, i needed about 3 months of struggle to get behind substances (till i had the decision to stop, deprivation itself wasnt that hard in most cases) and much more time for q3 (also because its not 'that' harmful and direct as substance abuse, easier to keep on going). we can talk on msn. and btw my real name is not rick
journey will be great i promise i'll send pics