After long discussion and many things which happen here in this community, iam just thiking of leaving e+ and e+ server hosting.

the basement of this mind is that all people here hate me, and for sure i dont wanted that when i joined here this community, i have done many many things wrong here with my words and flames, and now all ppl hate me so when i write something complete normal i got attacked imediately, that is approved by mow and some other ppl here in this community, iam nearly at my tears cause i love my clan so much and all this ppl here who are my friends, i love them all cause here are so goddamn nice people, but the reallity is that most people hate me like a piece of shit, and i really tried my whole life that all ppl like me, and i can say that in rl and in other communitys where iam, all ppl like me, but here the Start was complete fault and i dont like too restart cause its senseless ... ppl always remember who iam. I really have thought many days about this decision and i have talked with some neutral people about it, and come too the result that iam not welcome in this community, and i move always imediately away from places where iam not welcome, but here its more, iam not only not welcome, the people hate me. How mow said too me at msn with a fat smiley,

how said at writing this post iam near my tears cause i have liked this community really much and my clan ... i love u so much m8'ts, i wanted too make u dark|angels too a very big and respected clan, and the only thing i get is that all think the leader of this clan is a stupid moron and all clanmembers with him. Iam bad for this clan with my behaviour i destroy it and i dont like too. I think my decision is 90% clear, i just wanted too talk too 1 more ppl about this thing and then i will give u my end decision of that.

My m8's u all know that i love u and we have had really very ultra funny and great time together, and i cant see u going down, so i will host a training server 4 you, i also will care for a new leader, but when i dont find anyone then hadz is as long leader as he find somebody who he thinks from that this guy does job better then him. And the clanpage for sure i will host 2.

I will also play sometimes here and there in some arenas (with another and all stuff) and i dont say anything, also here in forum i dont read or write anything then anymore exept here in clanforum too see how my m8t's working and going.

I really hope u all can understand me but i cant let clan go down only cause of me and my behaviour, and i also cant stay in a community where more then the half of good players hate me .... so i hope u really understand it and arent angry on me, SRY BUT I CANT STAY

Sure many ppl will laugh now and say themself "yes he is gone!" but to that ppl i just wanna say one line: u are not much better then me, the most of u exept some ppl like mow who wanted too help me with that behaviour are not better then me, they are just so long in this community and get more respekt.

I dont know but how the things going in this community, i cant look forward too it so i defense myself, and then it becomes bigger and bigger war and now this time is comming ... i will leave and u all can be happy

Today evening i will give u end decision ...

(just a copy from da clanforum) i have started this poll only cause this ppl who dont belive that all hate me will see it, pls have the eggs now and vote for that what u think.

but just one thing "pls have the eggs now" ?

so at first this vote is in no case senseless cause its not for my decision and that i wrote, no its for that ppl who dont understand why i leave, cause some ppl here know me how iam real ....

@terminator: .... its my decision what posts and topics i do, and this will be my last one so let me do it ... so stfu when u dont have too say anything too topic

@wax: i have tried much man, really too much and how said its not my style normal too give up, but against hader ppl u cant do anything, thats one thing i learned in my hard rl.

@raven: ich kanns einfach nicht mehr, ich bin am ende ... tut mir leid es geht einfach nicht mehr ich habe kein bock immer nur angemacht zu werden wenn ich hier was schreibe .... selbst auf meinem server werd ich schon von den leuten angemacht, es geht nich mehr sry .....

nobody wants to c u leaving xp! really!

peoples have problem with ur way of arguing, with the way u dont over the edge.

- dont read between the lines when there is nothing between the lines.
- dont flame for noting

and everything is fine!

just my 2 cents