Thinking a lot why I am here ? What I am doing here anyway ? So, I will write down my reasons and suddenly I realize that I am interested to find out why other people are here ? Specially people which I know better. Please write down your thoughts.

First of all I was always explorer and enjoy in playing games no matter which it is football, sport in general and kid games in real life... Competition is in it no doubt about it at all...

For me this is beyond only gaming. This community is small in compare with other bigger. Year before I know almost all people... In fact now communicate a lot with many people... I use several forums in general. Before was try all type of communications since CompuServ, IRC, Usenet, ICQ when released. And many know I learn English by my own (I am very proud with it ), that is the reason why I don't have good grammatic or sentences which aren't in common English or American spirit of making sentences or times. But I know a lot words, huge amount of them. Forums and communications in general build my expression. Before I understand good, now I am good in talking to. I know that some English origins will laugh and someone like Wax for example will agree with me. Other things are that I lost connections with real problems in my life when I play or communicate on that way all together I use to release stress out or just relaxing.

So, don't look only bad sides about gaming and community. Look sometimes what is good in it. IMHO here is a lot good sides. People ususally look at only bad sides. (It is about life stands in general. Pessimistic or optimistic point of view on life. Half empty or half full glass.) I must dimension that any individual for sure can learn a lot in many ways communicating with other people even on gaming forums and communities. So, me as father will have totally different point of view when my kids will play something. Because I know all good and bad sides. Any technology bring good and bad sides. It depend of our own what we will use and for what we will use it....

Maybe I will write something more later...