Hello my friends!

It has been a long time when i firstly istalled e+ v1.03 to my quake directory (@2006). A long time had gone since and now i found myself in a community, amogst You all Partically i had made my steps to being a member of the e+ but the time has comed to activize and do a part of it! So i decided to write about myself and my quake-ideology, cos since the time i playing i had known most of You and less of You know me as well...

I don't want to tell You a lot of blabla (this You is the multi-You which means all of You , haha english language is so poor (i think i can express my thoughts in english up to 90% as perfect as my natural mind - apart from the truth i had made my english exam 5-6 years ago and i didnt really use it so recently i forgot a lot of words, expressions etc.) to take all the thoughts trhoughout any typing and conversations. I live in the middle-of-europe (word-to-word, europe's geological middle point is nearby me, at slovakia..) and my beautiful hungarian language has much more words to explain wide, senseful and towardness to the one of the oldest spoken language in the world history - this is why i type so much and so long only one thought... Sorry about this, i dont want to make you sleepy while You reading this..

So i decided to get myself more shared then before and i want to make my way more "soulful and mindful" than before. To tell the truth i got high (only weed at the 3/4 part of all of my playtime, since 2006. Now i stopped smoking weed lately and don't want to make a joint for a long time towards. I talk about this cos it made a part of my life as quake. Firstly i got the feelin hmm, work is done, school is done, i made my day so finally i sit in the front the PC and get my weed rolled and quake launched... You know the stoned-chilled mind of mine is more slow and delayed from the base one This is why my game skill can't grow within the years and this is why i couldn't concentrate to every method, part of the game. For exapmle i played a freeze match to its 15 teamscore and i "forgot" to pay attention to its 7-8 score-rounds Now i know why many of rage-quits and say "ass" to my frags etc.. Nah i didn't loose myself in it and my pride take those messages into good marking of "what shouldn't i to do..".

Now i change! I look for further dimensions of quakeing cos i know there are many lessons i wanna and i will to learn. This and all of that i made, couldn't been done without You of course. So now i want to say thank You for all the things You let me taking part of my e+. I should mention the Developer Staff, the server owners and one big and honest family, the ZMB clan! All time i spend with ZMB was really nice and fun. They (Seebz, Skinnis, Epykoi, Kid mainly) let me playing any form i wanted, without making me idiot, fool if i had reach only 30-40% eff to the end of the game (as i said my skill was like a rollercoaster rise-fall:)). So i was feeling like, they give me the chance to try-out my wings within the matches. So big thx for it!!! I know basically you're this type of man but its so good i found You

Now i play with my old PC (250-300fps provided) but i got quake installed to my flat-mate's PC which made the speed i like to play with. Its around 5-600fps, that is the platform now i want to upgrade my PC. It is important cos i monitored 40-50% less packet-loss when i play with a high speed PC, then this one. As all of us know, the lag can make skill sucks as well bad mouse, negative accel etc... For sorrow in Hungary we have 20-30 year old telephone systems (optical net like 2-3% and olny can reach from "big" cities, not they nearby me here ADSL2+ is the top, but where i live now (it is good place cos its only @1km from the telephone center) the providers can give only 5Mbit, the 15Mbit was working only for one month then crashed, they say cos "system instablity" This system is good enough, basically, but if weekend comes most of the users are surfing on the internet and they slows the system down so if a fw/cw is at saturday or sunday the whole gameskill will be sucks, shit. Anyways there are some lucks when i can get more precised packets but its rare. So i ask, how could i make it really fun and growing-skills if my technical surroundings are weak like this??! Okay, its still nice but have to upgrade as soon as i can...

Therefore its "oldcore" era im in, but i hope i will raise soonly into higher states..! Now i'm looking for a clan, who knows where i will survive but for a sure thing i will do as my best and now without mind-stones I'm looking forward where i can reach with this ideology..

See You dudes, greets from BeNG